It's another mundane day. I had chemistry
lessons in the morning. The class was so noisy
I couldn't quite hear what my teacher was talking.

After lessons, I went to BPP with Shi Ying and
Yunyi for early lunch. (or should I call it brunch?)
We walked around aimlessly after our meals &
I went home thereafter while they went back to
school for their CCA.

I came home and my Dad told me to show him my
report book. I've yet to show him my report book
by the way, but I've told him how I fared for it. He
saw it and immediately told me how disappointed
he was in my results. (Obviously its disappointing,
cause I didn't even get any As at all.) Yeah, and he
told me to do something about it; and the something
he wanted me to do is to stop using the computer like
how I used to, as well as other things that'll pull my
results down further.

Seriously, after his comments, I felt like as if I've been
letting him down for a long time and I feel very bad
about it. However, I just can't seem to find a way to get
back on track cause I've totally lost the momentum.

And this feeling is totally like Crappppp. I wish I could
do something to salvage the problem. :\

Worst of all, I don't know why am I typing out so much
stuff. It's so unlike of me to be so detailed in my posts.
Ahhhhhhhhhh. D: